i'd rather wear flower than diamonds.
Start of with a really unglam picture of me wearing specs because this is who i am.
Who are you to judge me?
Who are you to insult me?
Who are you to scold me?
I guess they were right. I am awfully awful to be treated right.
No one ever knows the real me .
No one ever tried asking before even assuming.
No one ever knows how much i cry every night.
No one ever knows how much i am trying to change.
No one ever knows how much i hate myself.
No one ever knows how much i struggle because all you see is my troubles.
No one ever knows how hard i tried to hold everything in all the time.
No one ever knows what went through my head when people scold or insult me.
Fuck you. You don’t know me, you don’t know what i’ve fucking been through that changed me. My attitude is based on how you have treat me. I’m only thirteen but i’ve been through more than i ever should. I’ve been through 8 months of hell because of your best brother. Be glad that i didn’t confront you. You don’t know how much it fucking hurts to get insulted for the things that you are trying at your best to change. I admit, i fuck things up all the time, I stand up for my besties all the time. You don’t respect my friends and me , why should i? Before you even insult me, take a good look at yourself. You ain’t any better.
And i don’t need sympathy from anyone. I’m just another girl wanting to lead a normal life. I’m just someone begging for happiness. But no one ever did gave me a chance.